Practice like Steph

Athletic excellence has always fascinated me. One of the most lasting sports memories I have is of Shawn Johnson winning gold medal on the beam in the 2008 Olympics. Doing ridiculous acrobatics on that little plank without falling off is impressive enough, but what stuck with me is that she felt terrible that day - headache, stomachache. I don't know about you, but when I have a stomachache, about all I'm up for is putting on a snuggie and listening to white noise.  

And yet she had to bring it, and she did. 

When I see such focus, consistency, and results, I think of our job as performers. The audience is there to be transported, to hear what we have to say, to experience something extraordinary. They don't care if we had a bad day, if we're having a headache, or if our left pinky nail is falling off. (This is part of the reason why I get annoyed when singers announce that they are under the weather ...). The challenge of bringing it, no matter what else is going on, is why performers have to train the way they do. 

Performance training in music, as in sports, has many components (all of which can and do fill entire blogs and books). There is foremost the mental game, which in music draws upon sports psychology. Noa Kageyama's blog is one of the best out there on this topic. 

Another very important component is preparation, that is, practice. And on this point, I recently saw something that reminded me of the relation between consistency in practice and on-stage: 

STEPHEN CURRY PRACTICING THREE-POINT SHOTS.

If you've never watched this man play on the court, let me tell you it is like dance and sports and a rabbit evading a fox all at once. The man is poetry in motion. He makes three-pointers while way behind the line, while three men are grabbing at him, while on the run, while the shotclock is on its last millisecond ... you name the non-ideal situation, he can nevertheless nail the shot. 

And this is how he practices - taking shots every day from every part of the three-point line. And he has developed an eerie consistency. 

Now music is not about hitting all the right notes - far from it. A performance that only does that is boring as hell. And no one pays or leaves the house to be bored to hell. 

BUT. What Steph shows me is that if we practice with consistency and deliberateness and intent, we build up the physical skills to adapt in the performance situation. That means practicing pieces in tiny chunks (like a four-bar phrase, or even a two-note slur) rather than running the whole piece repeatedly. That means, when something is not quite right in the practice room, figuring out why rather than playing it over and over until we like it better. Ultimately, this deliberate, conscious, deconstructed practicing can allow us to let go on stage and show more freedom, more artistry, more expression. And isn't that the whole point? 

How to stop losing your Airturn

Like a growing number of musicians, I've finally made the switch to digital scores. Storing PDFs of my music on my iPad eliminates a bevy of worries - backaches from carrying around a giant stack of music, forgetting which score I need for the day, not having a pencil to put in markings, losing my scores with my markings, etc. Clearly I am a forgetful person who loses things. 

The process I have now works super well - buy the score, copy it, scan it to PDF (or just download public domain music from IMSLP), and upload to forScore (probably the most popular music reader for iPad). All I need to remember to bring with me is my iPad! I can categorize all of my music in the app, annotate with a finger, and download new scores from the web at any time. I'll take paperbacks over the Kindle any day, but this music setup has greatly simplified my life.

ipad piano music

One of the best advantages of using an iPad is hands-free page turns. I finally got an AirTurn Duo, a bluetooth-enabled device which allows you to turn pages with your foot. This took some getting used to, as I'm already occupied with the three pedals underfoot ... Trying to coordinate the two extra pedals with my left foot without screwing up the other foot definitely had a learning curve - like a friend said, it's like learning to play the organ (and I sure have had some epic organ fails). You may flail about and feel clumsy at first, but the only way out is to practice until footwork becomes second-nature. So I did. And now I can turn my own pages at my own pace! No more asking friends to turn for performances or strategizing what notes to leave out so I can do it on my own.  

The only problem ---

I keep leaving my AirTurn under the piano. Remembering to check down there is kinda like driving a car for decades and then suddenly having to check under it every time to retrieve a critical piece of equipment. Just wasn't happening.  

After many embarrassing trips back to rehearsal spaces and lost and found centers, I decided I needed a fool-proof solution. Get a better memory you say? Nah. Enter the SMALL DOG COLLAR. $5 off Amazon. 

airturn leash

Loop the noose around the airturn and clip the other end to something you WILL NOT forget.

Hasn't failed yet. 

airturn leash pianist

2017 - best year ever?

Happy 2017! How do you get ready for the new year? 

This is my favorite part of the holidays, when the buzz of parties and people and constant noshing has receded and the relentless drill of work has not quite restarted. At the end of every year, I try to sit down in a quiet place to journal about the year past and set goals for the one coming. After just a few days of contemplation, I feel more clear-headed and purposeful and brimming with new ideas, making me wonder why I don’t do this more often. 

In some ways, it’s easier to just keep going mindlessly. The periods of my life during which I was the least introspective were those spent in very demanding, client-service jobs (law and consulting) where I was at the bottom of the hierarchy. Years flew by, and all I had to do was keep showing up to the office. Compared to having a hard think about my life values, goals, and action steps, showing up was pretty easy. Plus, I was getting ahead, right? But where was the finish line? Where was I going?

In my experience, the American work culture does not believe in downtime. No one in any workplace ever suggested that I clear my schedule, unplug from technology, and just wander around aimlessly. But research suggests that our brains actually need downtime to optimize creativity, productivity, and attentiveness. Our bodies and minds remind us too, when they burn out. I remember taking 5 days of vacation in 2011 (after working holidays and weekends), and went to a piano performance camp. Music can be restorative, but good golly, wasn’t that just another attempt to cram more into my schedule? That year was a blur.  

Since quitting the corporate game and embarking on the journey of creating an artistic career on my own terms, I’m finally starting to get the value of introspection. This year, I'm resolving to schedule in regular periods of downtime so that they are protected as much as work or other obligations. These periods of “unplugging” can be scheduled into every day or at regular times during the year; Tim Ferriss blogs about doing both and how it has resulted in big ideas and bigger income.

One period during the day that I’ve grown to value is my long commute on the New York subway. Previously, I always lived within spitting distance of my work or school. Makes sense if that place is your life. This year, I finally moved out to a beautiful neighborhood where people seem to care about quality of life. At first, I dreaded the 45-60 minutes it took me to get where I could practice, work, or teach, but now I use the time to read, listen to podcasts, and indulge in free-form thinking. As a result, fewer days are blurs - they are guided by purposeful thoughts and meaningful actions. I'm hoping that these scheduled periods of downtime will make 2017 a very memorable one. 

Wishing you all a happy, productive, and fulfilling 2017!

Why blog?

I'm a sucker for knowledge. I love to learn how things work, why things happen, and how to do new things. I believe that our world is a fascinating place and that, with logic and persistence and imagination, there’s always more to discover. For every puzzle, no matter how baffling, someone in the long stretch of human history has probably figured out (at least part of) the answer.

I'd love for this blog to illustrate the excitement of working through a tough challenge and eventually reaching comprehension or proficiency. I'll also share the best resources I've found along the way for living a more informed, purposeful, and joyful life. 

I hope you find it interesting. Maybe even learn something. I know I will.